... He shall bring it to pass.

Just finish talked to mom on the phone. So nice to hear her voice :)) I miss her..

We talk a lot about family stuffs.. my brothers, my dad.. relatives..
Just didn't realize time flies so quick.. mom and dad getting older. Wonder if I have enough time to make them happy.

Conversation turned into her singing routine. She's just happy enough to have that routine and few friends around. I suddenly remember that I saw in downtown; very pretty dress which reminds me of her. She always wear pretty dress while she sings on stage. So proud of her :))

Talking about dress, it reminds mom of my wedding day.

Uhmm... time flies so quick. I look back to the days before I met my fiance Ivan. The first image that appears in my head; is my mom's face; with full of tears; when I was hurt back 2 years ago.

Ivan's voice breaks my daydreaming about mom.
I turn my head to him..
Look at his face carefully..
And I smile..
:))

I'm a bit shock..
How could I survive the whole bad situation in the past?
To be able to sit here, next to my God's appointed husband..
How did I do that?
How did I conquer the fear?

Dunno... :))

It is really a blessing to be here by Ivan's side.
It is God's grace to be able to rise.. and walk thru this journey this far.
I've been protected, and so much loved by God.
I can't imagine live without Him...

I finally pass thru that 'valley of Bacca', mom..
I did it!
I hope I cud make you proud, mom.. and cud make you happy always :))

Don't worry about my wedding dress, mom.
I want YOU to have the best and the prettiest dress on my wedding day :)))