And its Christmas (again)...

I used to wake up in the early morning on Christmas Day, ... firstly of cos I opened up the pressies ;p... (even though those pressies were from myself.. huahahaha... just pretending..;p )

And moment after that I sat down and had a chat wif God ... (this is the thankful and prayer moment... uhmm... I wonder why it always come second after pressies.. heuaiehau)

It's a bit scary to look back thru the past year on what I've achieved; what's went right, what's went wrong.. the failure.... But regardless how much things were succeed or failed, still so much grateful.. They were part of God's perfect plan .

And (un)fortunately, I dont have a chance to do that "ritual" on this year's Christmas... Because honestly, I dont even have that much energy to wake up in the morning lol.. I've been doing loads of social activities (and of cos eating activities lol) and hey... I cant say no, it's Christmas remember? ekekeke (^.^)V

Yes I did wake up in the early morning; apart from trying to make myself on time for choir’s call time; I was woken up by (another) dream (again). I didnt had a chat wif God. And I didnt say good morning to God... I cried as soon I opened my eyes.. I straightly said to Him “huhuhuuhuu God... I’m so tireeeeeeddddddddddd.. But I beliv You are my strength.... “ ergghhhhhhhhhhh and its coldddddd....

I’ve never felt so tired before (oh well... I think this is the second time of the year after the Hillsong Conference tiredness.. heuiaheuae). I havent been sleeping that well (and that much) for the past few weeks. Somehow I caught up with loads of things..

Is it bad if i always say yes to people? Even though i know that i’m tired? But isnt it a good thing about being generous to people? Isnt it part of ministry too? I mean.. to minister people in social activities and generous in spending time with them? Do i actually try to please human rather than pleasing God?

Uhmmm... dunnoo...

But hey.. talking about Christmas Seevices at Hillsong, I supposed to do hospitality (only) on xmas eve service. But what the heck i was dressed up anyways just in case I wanted to join the choir as well.. And I’m glad that I did.. oh well even though join on the 2nd service only..

Son of God is the most beautiful song I’ve ever heard... and i love the choir part... Gloriaaaaaaa :O

Oh I hate running nose..... hey but hey... all my disease and illness and tiredness been taken up on the cross by His one and only Son...

What the heck with my running nose.. i’m gona wash my car (her name is minney?)